Little Brother .

I'm back . For your information , I'm writing this post late at night - by all means , it is LATE . It is freaking 1 a.m ! As usual , when the clock strikes midnight , I'll be the most sensitive person - like on Earth . Coincidentally , I'm chatting with my 'Little Junsu' on Twitter and got emotional all over :'>

My Little Junsu :'>

As handsome and cute as he might seem , he is also sensitive and loving . He has all the love in the world for the ones he love . [I'm hoping there'll be some for me] . 
We've known for long and we'll know each other just by looking straight in the eyes . Well , at least it is for me . I never know how much he knows about me [since I never ask and I think I will never ask - too shy , I guess?]

I once thought what will happen if someday he'll be away from me or leave me? At the end , I never seem to reach a conclusion since I never get to think it through . It is too saddening for me as I've lost a brother before . I think I can't afford to lose another brother in life . Like seriously .

I love you , Adik and I always will . Come to me whenever you have a problem because I will be there for you , no matter how big and impossible it is to be solved .

MUHAMMAD AINUL RASHYID , you're the only brother I have after my late biological one . There will be no other since you are the only one .

Thanks for all the good years of experience - being a sister to you - eventhough I will sometimes be kind of sucks in that . Thank you for understanding me . Thank you for even accepting me in the first place .

 I know 'Thank You' is just a word . To be honest , it will never be enough to repay what you  have given to me . Only Allah can repay that , insyaAllah .

I Love You Little Junsu or to your liking , Little Joongki .

Love ,
Your Unnie :')